bad rings

Today I am worried and sad. I was feeling it yesterday, but overnight, it seems to have seeped into every part of me. My hands are heavy, my chest hurts and I couldn’t unwrinkle that space between my brows, even if I decided to try.
You know when they cut a tree down and you can see the rings? And they can tell when it was a good year or a bad year for the tree ? If they cut me in half, they would find alot of bad rings in row.
too many.
some of you may know why.